Saturday, September 19, 2009

Many months gone...and now

It's been many months gone and it's been a neraly a new period going for me, school, work and sometimes dates. God-daughter has been growing well but the naughtiness she's been showing. Hell! hahhaa... I wonder if I was like that when I was young. Hahaha... lets see how she looks now.





Oops, sorry that was then.... I met up with TY and C quite often and I must say having this little one--Adela has brought our friendship closer and I am thankful for that, honestly. Hmm.... lets see how she have grown in the next picture. Hahaha.... Sometimes hateful but most times lovely, its like having a lover--a love-hate releationship. :-) As you can see in the next two pics of her in yellow tees... I took long time to really 'bribe' her into letting me play with her. So we were saying how babies can be eomotionally manipulative. Hahhaa... and you can see how they know they can 'train' us to be obedient to them. And it's funny because'we adults actually enjoy the process. Lest you think I am bitching about it, well, I actually enjoy it too. I just kinda reflect on teh whole process and sometimes thought it's funny. Very funny. I remember how I first look at her fragile little body, which was difficult to carry until a little baby who wants to be carried. The first she let me carried her, I understand how parents felt when they first carry their newborn--the warmth that slowly raises up from your stomach to your eyes. The feeling of warmth to sadness to happiness that slowly well up to become tears in your eyes. So drama. Hahaha... It might get close to how parents felt but I guess it's along that line. Always like to carry her when I see her until I felt bad sometimes cause I thought I was almost harassing her. Hahaha.... But when she stretched her hands out to ask me to carry, I can't wait to do so.


Since my relationship, she's been part of my pillar of strength. Thankful that TY, C and her are here, as well as many of my friends who althought never mentioned anything, I know they cared and wnat to help me treat the bad situation as part of life and lived it off. But like I said in my msn: life is just so short, why not be happy and lived it well. So I guess teh time now is lived and learn and show more care and concern to others and live it well. Every step is a learnign process, isn't it?


And speaking of learn, days in NIE is tough on many occasions but many times a enjoyable learning process. Am happy to be back at the learning environment. Look at our science lesson on meal worms for example. We were all scrambling getting excited and scared at the same time over little mealworms. You should see our reaction. Some of us acted like kids while a few actually cried out because they got too scared at the sight of the worms. But seriuously Its only as small as your thumb. :-)...


Hope you enjoy the latest post. I'll be back... soon. For now, hope you enjoy the bolg, if there's anyone reading it. :-)