Friday, November 6, 2009

Absolutely, positively....Always looking out for something that leads to happiness no matter what



The past few days had been rainy... dark clouds surrounding the sky. Or should I mean red. However, I always love the the rain. Don't know why,... well, I'm not quoting the norah jones song. It's a feeling that I can't quite comprehend but really. There's something romantic about the rain to me, all the time. It brings lots of past feelings back. I also hope it's not the weather that brought back my ex to my thoughts. Just bump into my ex that day. My ex was surprised with my err.... 'sharp eyes' :-) to be able to catch the 'vision' even at a distance. We chatted abit. Sometimes I wonder if the other still upset with me for my behaviour and immaturity at that stage. However, with that few months that had passed, I also can't quite dare to say if I had mature. Sometimes when things get busy and haywire, I can behave like a brat and lose myself when I reflect back. I nearly still lose it when I get tired. But I must say being busy in school does put my head firmly on the ground at many points. What's past has past, can only be reflective about it but guess can't dwell on it too much. Too unhealthy.... :-)


Presentation after presentation and assignment after assignment. Almost neverending in NIE sometimes. but I must say it's fun.....I was put on interrogation by my classmate as you can see in the attached picture. Hahahha... my friends love to laugh at me and say I am a bimbo in the class. However, close classmate cum colleague of my class, A actually read my mind and said, "You think just because you act like a bimbo, you can get away with everything rite?" :-).. Smart boy. Always able to read my thoughts. Wonder if it's because he's kaypoh or smart... Always burst the bubble in my mind. Really jealous of this boy sometimes, laid back and messy at times, crazy and irritating on some occassions. But overall, a very charming nice guy, smart but not arrogant, friendly, caring and very loyal. Helpful as well. I met his gf before and must say they are very fortunate to have found each other. AM is right, A does belong to the 'Strawberry' type of character. Strong beneath his laid-back appearance. But I must say A needs to learn to pout his lips more. hahha... bitchy me. Oops! :-0
Ok, guess it's all for now.. will be back to update more but for now, am absolutely, positively needing some good rest before my nextbattle of deadlines. :-)